Bajo las estrellas

lunes, 23 de septiembre de 2013

Siempre he sentido una gran admiración por las estrellas. De pequeña cuando iba de campamento, al campo o al pueblo, lugares en los que las estrellas se veían a millares y brillaban con muchísima más potencia que en Madrid, me quedaba con la boca abierta, perdida en ellas.

No tengo ni idea de porque me causan esta fascinación, pero creo que tiene algo que ver con el miedo a la oscuridad que he tenido siempre. Mi madre me compraba esas luces de los enchufes para ver el camino en la habitación, dormía con un gusiluz y pegué pegatinas de estrellas en el techo para que la oscuridad esa a la que tanto temía no me engulliera al apagar la luz.
Eran pequeñas estrellas en mis noches oscuras. Por eso cuando descubrí las reales, caí de inmediato en su influjo. 

Más o menos, esta frase lo resume a la perfección:



"Amo tan profundamente a las estrellas que no tengo miedo a la noche"  ( algo así).

¿Y porqué está esta loca hablando de las estrellas? ¿Se habrá vuelto astronauta? Mmmmm, podría ser, pero no...
El caso es que he estrenado mi casa nueva, una buardilla con ventana encima de mi cama y ¡veo las estrellas! Voy tan emocionada por la vida que se lo voy diciendo a todo el mundo: "¿Sabes que desde mi cama veo las estrellas?" o " En Madrid sí que hay estrellas ¡y las veo desde mi cama!"

No es que sea como Heidi en los Alpes desde su granero, pero esas cuatro estrellas son mías, y me reconfotan para dormir, sobretodo en este año en el que mi sueño placentero me ha abandonado...


Lo peor de todo es que había olvidado lo que me gustaban. Claro, tanto tiempo sin verlas y una se olvida de todo... 
Recuerdo una vez que mis padres nos llevaron a mi hermano y a mi a una exposición de minerales (yujuuu gracias papá y mamá, ¿no había entradas para el parque de atracciones?), el caso es que me quede embombada viendo una pedazo de piedra Lapislázuli azuloscurocasinegro, cuajada de estrellas. El vendedor me dijo que contenía un trocito del firmamento. Me emperré y me la llevé a casa y cada noche la acariciaba antes de dormirme. 

Si aún tuviera esa piedra, no me habría olvidado de ellas. Por eso me tengo que hacer con este anillo de lapislázuli de Mónica Vinader. O si alguna alma caritativa quiere regalármelo... Un recuerdo diario de esas cuatro estrellas que veo desde mi cama.
 

-Be.

26 comentarios

  1. Oh! Precioso post! Yo también siento debilidad por las estrellas, me podría pasar horas mirándolas todas las noches. De hecho, siempre me ha dado mucha pena que mi miopía no me dejara disfrutar de unas pegatinas pegadas en el techo cuando apago la luz.

    Oye, ¿y esa buardilla tiene habitación de invitados o esterilla donde dormir al lado de Napoleón? Porque algo de confianza ya tengo para plantarme ahí y hacerte una visita de las buenas ;)

    Muuuaaa!!

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  2. Cierto. Yo en Madrid, veo una de vez en cuando perdida... que lo mismo es hasta un avión... inocente de mi... y las veces que salgo de la ciudad y miro al cielo y las veo... veo ese gran manto de estrellas... me quedo sin palabras... me gusta sentirme una nada en ese gran infinito.
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  3. Que bonitos post Bea...otra mudanza??? madre mia eres peor que yo

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  4. Que post mas bonito! A mi tambien me causan fascinación tanto las estrellas como la luna.
    Me encantaría tener un dormitorio con buardilla, creo que heidi nos hizo mucho daño, jajaja.

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  5. me encanta!! con cada cosa que escribes me siento aun mas identificada...que suerte la tuya de tener una bohardilla asi. Disfrutala! :)

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  6. A mi también me gustan las estrellas, que suerte tienes de poder verlas desde tu habitación :)

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  7. Me ha fascinado tu historia y la forma de contarnos tu fascinación por las estrellas... Yo soy una fan también! Son geniales...

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